Hard to be Me

although i am happy with what is going on in my life right now, i realized that it is very difficult to be me… The complicated Me, the Unique me and the extraordinary Me… All is place under the supervision of God, of course..

Disadvantage really makes sense when i am with other people… especially ordinary ones. The scene of judgmental eyes and horrible embarrassing words take place every time i am socializing with them. But what can i do but to understand that they do not know my story… do i have  to explain everything? Do i have to really try to reach out to them every time?

But then, i was reminded of Jesus’ suffering, of Him being judge by the society… That gave me the strength to face all the judgmental people….

Thank God for the compassion He gave me…


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